Sunday, November 15, 2009

Will You Marry Me ... ? (18)

Will You Marry Me ... ? (18)

Enjoyyy ;***

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Friday morning.

Dala3

I woke up crying ma3rf laish bs I had this dream that m6ar was hitting me. I took a shower and had my breakfast . Shu aswii lasm artha bl amr elwa83 ! Nothing from M6ar ofcourse. I sat on my bed facing my long yellow dress. Everyone was busy downstairs. Ill face M6ar today. I actually miss him alot. I dont see him like gabl. Yarait my parents were here.

Lujain : Daloo3 elmakyaira yat w el7rma for the hair.

Awal shay el7rma sashwrat my hair b3dain the makyaira started with the makeup. I already had my nails and eyebrows done. I felt like sleeping as she was makyijing me . I didnt think of anything.

I was done by 6. The makeup was simple and nice. And my hair was marfoo3 klah ento a high tasree7a with my long bangs . They helped me wair my dress I was nearly done . I looked at the mirror. I must say I was beautiful today.

Lujain and my big sister entered the room huging and kissing me : Omg Dalooo3 you look amazing .

I just smiled my fake smile. Then the woman who was going to take the photos entered. She took like a million photos of me. We finished at 8 ! galolii anzl b3d sa3a and that it was really crowded downstairs. My cuzns and friends wanted to come up bs lujain ma 5alat'hm she was like its a surprise lol . Only Shammo fdait' ha came up ( M6ars sister) .

Shamma : Omg Daloooooo3yyy !!
Dala3 smile
Shamma huging me : fdaitch you look so hot and pretty. Omg my brother is so so lucky. I bet he'll melt once he sees you.
Yeah I bet !
Shamma : ohh 3mrah 6weel hes calling. .. halla bl m3rs halla wallah
M6ar : Wainch enty ?
Shamma : am so lucky im with 7rmtk hahaha i bet your jealous
M6ar : 3adii eshb3ii mnha soon she'll be only mine
Shamma : Ob Ob .. jhazt ?
M6ar : ana jahz yals wya elryayeel w feeny rgaad
Shamma : ayyh mb trgd. Tba trms daloo3 .. wela i bet you talked to her the whole day right daloo3?
Dala3 lying : yeah the whole day.
Shamma : Ob Ob 5a6ereeen entoo . M6ar your wife is so hot !!! 3ady I marry her instead .
M6ar : Shamma enty yahl . ma3ndii salfa I called you . yala flip your face. ToooT

Shamma : ahhh skr fe wayhii ma3laih ana b2adbah.

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Nada

At My moms house.

Nada : Mama argd 3ndkm elyom
Hanooda : Haaaaih !!!
Mom : la 7bebtii bachr warach sfar mn 9ba7 allah 5air . ro7ii fdaitch hnaaak jhzii 2moorch akeed ybonch tsa3deenhm w tjahzeen 7g hana
Nada : ahh ok .. 3yl baraw7 ana ...
Mom : Ok fdaitch t7amilay 3la 3mrch w kalmeena mn hnak
Nada : enshallah
I huged my mom so tight then hanooda . W i couldnt stop my tears .
Hanoody : Nadooy bshtag lch waaaaayd .
Nada : 7bebtii ana akthaaar ... yalla m3 elsalama w t7amilo 3la 3mrkm
Mom : Nada
Nada : amrii
Mom : Wain elbaizat ?
Nada : Ohh ..
I took out an envelope with cash money from my bag and gave it to mom.
Mom : ma ykafi hatha
Nada : mama 8 thousand ma tkafeeekm !??gabl kna 3aysheen 3la 2 thousand w ana ma3ndi '3airhm ma 3ndy ana ela 2 i need them
Mom : enzain enzain .
Nada : yallah m3 elslama .

I left the house crying so much . Ill miss them wayd ! Bs mama wayd t'3ayrat she wasnt like this at all. she didnt care about money before and now she cares about them more than her daughter.

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Dala3

KOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOSH !

Nzalt with all the eyes staring at me . I didnt want to see anyone so I kept my gaze straight. mom and my sis maha helped me. I felt like crying but when I saw my cuzn salamah doing those faces to me i couldnt help but smile. Lujain came to me and told me to smile. A5r shay we went out w i sat ! L2ana the mlcha msweenha fl 7wii. bs open 3la el da5l.
I sat there so awkwardly w kl sa3a 7d comes and talks to me 7ta nas ma a3rfhm . It was a simple milcha. The music was loud the girls were dancing , food was everywhere. It felt like time wasnt passing at all. Ohh by the way i already signed the paper enah mlachna w che gabl la anzl.

Ahhh Mta M6ar will come. Seconds and I heard that M6ar is coming. El7reem t'3a6aw and I was shaking ma3rf laish bsss 5ayfa its not the wedding w ana chee !
Lujain : Daloo3 blach ur shaking !?
Dala3 : Mtwtra.. b9eee7 !
Lujain : ew3a dont cry please dalooo3 dont !

M6ar came in with my dad , my brother , uncle , uncles from moms side and the small kids.
There was no smile on his face . He was walking towards me looking straight but not at me ! He looked hot with his haircut. He was a meter away when he stopped . Everyone was in Shock l2ana 6awal he stayed one minute wagf bs chee looking at me w his dad ygoola yalla M6ar and he was in silence. Was he thinking that he should stop all this because he was looking at me but his mind was away NO PLEASE NO !

My dad : M6ar shu feek ?
I cryed !!!!!
my mom : Dala3 shu feech t9e7eeen !
M6ar : Anaa ....

Everyone was looking in silence. The music seemed to fade. I was crying with no sound. My dad and his dad seemed embarrased. m7d y3rf shu elsalfa . Laish wagaf . A5AAAf

M6ar : Anaaa ma ...
his dad : enta shu !!?

" Ana Ma " does he want to say " Ana Ma Abaha " No please no. Suddenly I so my hands on my lips to stop shahgity and my shock .

M6ar : Ana ...

NOOOOOO !

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Nada

I came back home and started packing . There wasnt much to pack anyways bs shwayat things. I need to shop bs no time and no money. I then checked on Hana and packed her things. She slept early cuz the flight was going to be at 1 pm el'6hr. I left her and I wasnt really in the mood. maba asafr ! Suddenly Rashid came in my mind. I havent seen him in a while and that seems weird. Madry laish bs kl ma a'9ayj a7s I need him ! He understands me and I feel really comfortable around him .

The house was in silence. I passed by 7mdans king room. the door was opened and as I could see there were two maids arranging his bags while he was on the sofa playing with his phone. He raised his eyes and our eyes met .
Knt aba aroo7 bsr3a but he stopped me .
7amdan : Nada
Nada : n3m
7mdan : you didnt sleep . you should sleep warana sfar btit3been
Nada : I was about to go sleep
7mdan : ahaa .. t3alii in I want to ask you something
I entered the living room in his room. He stood up and headed to the dressing room then he came out holding to outfits.
7mdan : what do you think I should wear bachr . This or this ?
Okaay ! Why is he asking me .. Nada : Umm ...
7amdans mom : E7m ! 7mdan your asking your sisters nanny what outfit should you wear. * turning her gaze to me * And what do you know ?
7mdan with a stiff voice : 3adii y3ni I thought id take a ladies opinion .
7mdans mom : you could have tooken mine or dana . Or you could have asked the maids in your room if you really wanted any womans opinion.
7mdan : why make it a big deal .
7mdans mom : am just saying .. Nada leave

Ugh ! Shu mshklat'ha hal 3yooz . Malaaaat ! Sa5eefa mn el5a6r waaai3 ! I hate her kareeeha ! Allah y3eenhm 3laiha . 3fan allah ma 6l3t 3la raylha .. Waaay nag9tnha ana ! -.-

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Shu Raykm

Love ,
Sly

Friday, November 6, 2009

Will You Marry Me ... ? (17)

Will You Marry Me ... ? (17)

If you hate me ... MA ALOOMKM (A)

Wallah am SOOOOOOOOO Sorry !!

Ma3rf shu aswii wallah i dont have time w rabii !

Elmhm .... YOU WILL GET TWO POSTS TODAY , ALTHOUGH I HAVE NO IDEAS BS MAYHIMNI BNZL 2 POSTS =)

And starting from this week and the following week ill have finals T_T So I wont post w b3dha el3eed enshalla . So u'll get a post after 3eed ^^.



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5 days already passed ...



Dala3



Bachr Elmlchah ! Eveyone is busy organising. My mom w my big sisters prepared kl shay. The Dj , Buffet , party organisation everything. Im not mt7msa at all !

mama: Dalooooo3y ! I cant believe bachr your mlchaa fdaitch wallah ! I called el7rma that will do your makeup . Shes X al X .. Wala you want someone else ??

Dala3 : La I dont mind ay 7d

mama : aha good.



Ring Ring My Phone . M6aaar ;O ! La ma a9adg ma twa8a3ta he'll call abaaad !

mama : M6ar ?

Dala3 : yeaah

mama: Ok 3yl b5alech ta5theen ra7tch * wink and she left *



Dala3 : aloo

M6ar: halla

Dala3 : sh7a - sh7alk m6ar ?

M6ar : b5air enty ?

Dala3 : b5air damk b5air

M6ar : I sent you 3la your email a few wedding cards .. Chofii eldesigns w 5abreeny ay w7da t3ybch . W 3n elmusic .. 7jzna the X singer w since ma be6awl wayd 7jazna a Dj too .

Dala3 : ohh ok

M6ar : yalla m3 elsalama .

ToooooT



I felt like crying . Y3ni he still wants me bss why talk to me so formly ! this is not the M6ar I know. The one I knew mashay a6yb mnh ! Bs Laish !!!?? 7tta he didnt ask me 3n bachr or even talk about it. Kaif astanas bachr w hatha klh y9eer lii !!!!



Mom : dalooo3

Dala3 : halla mama

Mom : 7bebtii t3alii el'3da jhaz

Dala3 : Mb mshtahya mama

Mom : daloo3 yalla 3ad . Entii 9ayra mool ma takleen ! yalla t3ali

Dala3 : wallah mama mb mshtahya at all

Mom : 3shanii btakleen 9a7 ?

Dala3 : Omaya !!

Mom : Yallah !



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Nada



Hana : sm3tii sm3tiii

Nada : Shu ?

Hana : Bnsaaaaaaaaafr Wohoooooooo !

Nada : Lbnaaan !!?

Hana : yeaaah . Twh 7amdan 5brnii . W bdoon mama w baba yaaaay !

Nada : ahaa

Hana : y3nii enti btkoon 3ndch ejaza lana mabteen m3ana

Hanas mom : La2 ! your nanny will go with you.

Hana : Mommy ! * giving her mom a hug *

Hanas mom : halla 7bebti ! Nanny t3ali waray I need to talk to you

Nada : Enshallah



Aaah A5af mnha ! Shu tba ???

She sat on the sofa and I stood infront of her keeping a distance .



The mother : Whats your name young lady ?

She forgot my name >< .. Nada : Nada ..

The mother with a strict voice : nada .. warra bachr elsfar. Ana mn al7een agoolch . Entii elmas2oola 3n Hana ! Ma tsereen ay mkan aw tt7arkain ela wyaha ! Mb tilt'heen f shay thany ! Ana al7een mn 5lal hal safra b3rf lo ur worth the trust. W 9adgeeni lo 9ar ay shay feeha ! Ana bt9araf ta9aruf ma ysr abaaad ! Mafhoom ??



Nada : Enshallah

The mother : you can go now .



Bsmellah balaha hay che 3fan allah.
Dana rushing to me : Ur coming to ?
Nada : Yeaah
Dana : ahaa , Cuz knt akalm Reem ! And she was like is that Nada girl coming, and i was like maybe then she was like ufff ! w b3d ftra she said good good .
Nada : Ohhh
Dana : Hay El ensana t5wff ! I wanna travel w chee bsss with Reem its gonna be hell , she always wants to be centre of everything !!
Nada : ahaaa .. anyways I need to talk to my mom now ill see you later
Dana : Yeaah Ok Cyaa.

I went to the dining room and called my mom.

Nada : Halla Mamaa
Nadas mom : Nadooy 7bebtiii ! Sh7alch ? Shu Mswya ?
Nada : Im ok mama .. w enty sh7alch ? W sh7al hanooda ?
Nadas mom : Klna B5air 7bebtii , mn esht'3alty 3nd hal nas w n7n mb nag9na shay w mrta7een.
Nada : hmm el7mdela .. Mama
Nadas mom : Amrii 7ayatii
Nada : Mama ana lazm asafr
Nadas mom : tsafreen ! laish ?
Nada : Hana btsafr w omha galat lazm akoon wyaha
Nadas mom : wain btsafroon ? w lain mta
Nada : Lbnaan . Wara bachr elsfar bss madry lain mta lakn ma atwa8a3 bn6awl w ana bamrkm bachr eljm3a
Nadas mom : 5ala9 7bebtii safrii hatha sh'3lch w b3dain hal nas ma ga9iro m3ana. lo trakteehm 7alna byt3afas akthr 3n gbl
Nada *tearing * : bss mama ana maba asafr bdoonkm .. maba akoon b3eeda 3nkm wayd. b3dain ana malait ma achoofkm mthl gabl w 7ata yom achoofkm a7s enny '3areeba.
Nadas mom : Nadooy shu hay elramsa. Enty lazm t2adeen wajbch ! B3dain n7n che mrta7een. mb aham shay 3ndch tshofeeny ana w e5tch mrta7een. 5ala9 7ta etha m3ashch byrtf3 lo machfteena yom eljm3a b3d 3adii
Nada : MAMA ! ARE YOU SERIOUS.
Nadas mom : 5ala9 nada ! roo7i chofy sh'3lch al7eenh. W bachr t3alii salmii 3laina gabl la tsafreen w 3a6eena floos shway . elfloos elly 3ndna jreeb w t5al9 !

I barely could talk .. Nada : enshalla *sniff * .. m3- m3 elslama.
TOOT !

I threw elphone 3la the chair and I covered my face with my hands crying ! Laish mama chee estwat ! Shu y3nii elfloos '3ayrat'ha ! Why!! My mom wasnt like this at all. Now she doesnt even care if she sees me or not as long as she has what she wants and she has money. 7ram 3laiha laish che 9arat ! W hanooda my sis , a5af mama tnsaha ! ahhhh ! If I didnt work here in the first place , everything would have been alright.

... : E7mm

Whose that !? I wiped my tears quickly with my hand and turned my face to see 7amdan standing there with a worried look on his face.

Nada : ehh 7mdan
7mdan : Nada .. Whats wrong ? were you crying ?
Nada : haa La2 ..
7mdan coming closer : La tchabeen .. ashkara it shows . Why are you crying ?
Nada : haa .. umm mashay bss I was talking to my mom w i missed them w chee
7mdan : ahaa .. you wanna go see them
Nada : La 3adii , ill go bachr enshallah
7mdan : aha ... your coming to Lbnaan with us ?
Nada : ahhh yeah
7mdan : Ahaa .. You went there before ?
Nada : nope , I havent traveled ever
7mdan : OMG .. your serious.
Nada " yeah i was busy taking care of my family who dont even appreciate it ! " : Yeah am serious
7mdan : aha .. well it will be fun hopefully
Nada : enshallah .

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Lujain

Lujain : What Are You Serious !!!????
Jawaher : Yess Wallah. Twah sm3t Mr Omar ygool.
Lujain : WTH ! Yfnshoooni ana mn elsh'3l w laish y3nii shu sawait ana. Im working with all that i've got.
Jawaher : Wallah Madrii Lujain .. Hatha elly sma3ta
Lujain : Ok thanks ..

Jawaher Left. WTH! Ana they will fire me . W laish ??? Kaif they fire me w ana mswait shay ? B3dain I've been doing all my best in work . Kfaya the party ! Ana swait kl shay. Kaif yfnshooni. M38oola ana swait shay w ana mb darya. Bss ana rmst Mayid today and everyday he didnt mention anything about me leaving the company.
Ahhh Akeed Jawaher m'3al6a Akeed. Why dont I go check with mr omar.

I left my desk and I headed to Mr Omars office.
Mr Omar : Tfathal .. Ohh Lujain .
Lujain : Yes . Sh7alk Estath 3mar ?
Mr Omar : Im fine .. have a seat
Lujain : Mr Omar .. sm3t enah btfanshooni mn elsharika .. is this true ?
Mr Omar : Wallah madrii shu agoolch ya Lujain . But its true.
Lujain : WHAT ! Laish ?
Mr Omar : Ma3rf wallah . bss yana amr mn Mr 7amad ( Mayids dad ) enah you leave the company . W he doesnt want you in the company next week.
Lujain : Shu ! Amr mn mr 7amad . W laish enshalla ana shu swait lh 3shan y6rdnii. Ent chft mnii ay g9oor !? A9lan did her forget what i did for his stupid party !!!
Mr Omar : Wallah Lujain ma chfna mnch ay g9oor. w madrii laish he wants this to happen . Bs its not in our hands. Entii hadii .. W tgdreen ta5theen awragch w m3ashch hatha ho .
Lujain : M3ash! tit7ara ana yaya hnee 3shan m3ash . ! El7mdela ana 3ndi el5air klah w mb mayta 3al m3ash ! w plz hal baizat frha fee wayha.

I was really m3a9ba . I rushed out of 3mars office and headed back to Mayids. I slammed the door open seeing Mayid busy with some papers.

Mayid : Lujain Balach !
Lujain : Laish matgoli enk ma tbanii fl sharika haaa ?
Mayid : Shu Lujain enty shu tgoleen ?
Lujain : Ur dad m36eehm amr enah y6rdooni mn elsharika and that he doesnt wanna see me anymore in this place.
Mayid : ahh sawaha !
Lujain : Sawaha ?? y3ni you knew !? W laish enshalla ?? ana shu sawait
Mayid : Lujain Hadii shway
Lujain : Ma bhadii .. bss aba a3rf laish ?
Mayid : remember when we were going to kiss in the hotel and my dad appeared.
Lujain : Enzain ! ..
Mayid : after that he knew we are in a relationship. w 3a9ab cuz he wants me to come back to graziella !
Lujain : Do u wanna get back to her ?
Mayid : laa2
Lujain : Then you better do something fast ! Either me or her may9eer t3algna chee ! Ana I wont stay with someone who his family hates me and who has another person who keeps appearing in his life. You have to know what you want ! Stop hanging us bss che and wait for something to happen cuz nothing will if u dont do something.
Im leaving now !

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Love ,
Sly